Notes on Finding Joy

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One of the most important things any person needs to understand in life is how to find joy. In a city like Seattle, that rains 9 months out of the year and has some of the most passive-aggressive Patagonia loving, suicidal hipsters know to these United States of America, sometimes it may seem difficult to find a sentiment that doesn’t seem totally fabricated. Now, don’t get me wrong, I love this city, it’s my home. Yet, I find myself craving more interactions that encourage real, human-like emotions that I don’t have to get from a Lifetime movie or Bon Iver song. It would seem that too many people are focusing their attention on activities and behaviors that can’t possibly bring them real happiness. Here are my top 5 things that a person/group can do to kill any joy boner. Sure, they may seem harsh, but consider it tough love, 'cause these things won't make you happy.

1.     The Cat Lady/Dude

So, you’re feeling lonely and want a companion that can help fill the empty void that containers of frosting just can’t seem to do. Why not mosey on down to the local shelter and pick up a new little buddy! Meow meow! Here’s the thing: cat lady stays at home with her feline friends because cats have no need of going outside for companionship. They’re dickheads who prefer to be alone stalking your furniture. They’re like sociopathic serial killers, except way less interesting. If you’re watching 9 straight hours of Real Housewives of Plastic Boobyland and you’re simultaneously complaining about how you haven’t been laid on a date since Christina Aguilera was still skinny to Mr. Mimsyswaddletoe the tabby cat, you need to re-evaluate your after work activities. 'Cause how are you gonna have stories to share with the guy at the coffee shop if all you can do is show pictures of your cat’s neutering scars? And if that does do it for them, you should probably run away.

2.     The Gossip Factory

Do you find yourself spending more time obsessing over the lives and issues of others than getting sunshine, bathing or playing with puppies? If the first thing that comes out of your mouth when you speak to people tends to begin with some iteration of, “Wow. You won’t believe what I heard…” followed by some story that either has no real evidence, is a total fabrication ‘cause you’re bored, or (more likely) has nothing to do with you, you may find some of these social symptoms: people tire of your company quickly, nobody trusts you with a secret and your relationships die horrible flamey deaths because being around you is like soul cancer. If you’re consumed with your friend’s divorce or a rumor at work about so and so and what’s his face to the point where you have your own newsfeed, you have given yourself Joyrectile Dysfunction and should probably focus on being a better person. Try surprising people with cookies. Have you ever seen anyone give the "Oh crap, she's coming" face when you're holding a tin of delicious snickerdoodles? Never. And that's science.

3.     Stalking Your Ex and/or Their New Flame

Now, there is absolutely nothing wrong with doing a casual Facebook drive-by on an ex and whoever they’re seeing just to look for flaws that could make you feel better about yourself. “Oh, she has that Cindy Crawford mole on her face. Well guess what, it looks like a smudge of poo and I bet it’ll turn into cancer.” Take that person you’ve never met! Or perhaps, “He looks like his hair line is receding. Win! Maybe he’ll go bald!” But, as soon as you try contacting the ex’s new flame, stalking them and making up coo-coo-pants stories to share with anyone who will listen, you have crossed a line into Crazy Town, run for mayor, won in a landslide victory and are possibly about to find yourself on the wrong end of a restraining order. And that's just not an easy one to explain at your next job interview. 

4.     Serious Sally the Hypocritical Walrus

This person tends to cover many facets of the aforementioned traits, but in this category, it’s more about the joy they kill around them. This is the person who will file a sexual harassment suit at the office because they were asked if they wanted to be on the baseball team, but will openly talk about how they frequent the casual connections link on Craigslist to get their hump on. They file an HR complaint and ask to never have to work with everyone whose name starts with a consonant because their cat is offended by their mustache and then go to a bar and grind their bear trap on a stool they think is Ryan Gosling. This is where one needs to play the game, do I do that? If the answer is yes, you are offending yourself and should probably report you to HR. Fair is fair, love.

5.     Drunk Dialing Debbie

While I believe nothing brings a group of friends or strangers together faster than a well-timed round of shots, there’s still one rule we all need to remember. Say it with me, dears, “Moderation.” If you can down 10 Jack and cokes before you start thinking taking your pants off in public is a good idea, congratulations, you must have 3 livers or be an officer in the Soviet Army. На здоровье! If you find yourself two glasses of wine in and already texting your ex your top reasons you’d like to murder him with various garden tools, you need to stop drop and turn off your phone. When enjoying an adult beverage fueled evening, remember, we all love the drunk girl who dances in the corner like she’s Britney even if The Smiths are playing or sings an unrecognizable, yet peppy “Don’t Stop Believin’,” we do not love the girl crying uncontrollably to a potted plant about how she could’ve been a lawyer if her daddy just loved her more. At least not right away. Maybe when she tries taking a leak in it, we will, though. Pics or it didn’t happen.

Duckies and Creepy Owls!

So we've been busting our balls on Bumbershoot over here at Publicis and here's some of the final work. Nothing says, "Come to this music festival," like a psycho killer owl and an overly excited cut out of Tony Bennett!

If I Were A Boy

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The recent attacks on women and our rights from American male leaders, authors and commentators have truly disturbed me. Rather than discuss the economy and bettering conditions for struggling Americans, the focus for many conservative lawmakers has been locked on our reproductive abilities. New laws requiring trans-vaginal ultra sounds for abortions (super rapey), calling women sluts for wanting contraception in our health care (how dare you try and keep yourself from having an unwanted pregnancy!), while simultaneously vilifying single mother for having the temerity to give birth to a child out of wedlock or raising them without a father (Santorum ridiculed single mothers for “breeding criminals” which apparently they made without any help from a father), putting doctors in an uncomfortable position of withholding information to a patient that could result in an abortion while removing any chance of malpractice due to complications (which is in direct conflict with the Hippocratic Oath) and other gems of gut wrenching rhetoric have all been the hottest topics. Women are being cut out of these conversations, because obviously our overactive uteri’s render us incapable of talking about what’s best for our bodies and families. What oh what makes us lesser than these grand humans running these parochial sausage parties? What would it be like if for just a day I could experience what it is to be a man? What would I do if I were part of the greatest of genders? Glad you asked. I’d do what is every man’s birthright and grandest ability: put my dick in as many things as possible. Here’s my top 5!

A Honeydew Melon

This delicious, sea foam colored treat from nature is an obvious choice. Warm it up and wait until it’s reached optimal ripeness and get to the getting! Honey dew me right!

My Mink Coat

If you’ve never touched a real mink coat, you ‘re missing out. A soft, furry dead animal may sound a little back woodsy, but that’s how you get pervy top 1% style (which is as close as I'll ever get to that). Only draw back would be that it was a gift from my 90 year-old Nana, so while I’d be giving the little sucker the business I’d have to stare at her initials ornately stitched into the lining. Hmmm…

Soft Boiled Ostrich Egg

I have chosen the ostrich egg, because, come on, if I had a dong, it’d be impressive and intimidating. The average egg couldn’t take its splendor. So, all I’d need is a good, Organic ostrich egg and a recipe from Gordon Ramsay on the best way to soft boil it. Delicious!

Turducken

Yes, the infamous turkey stuffed with a duck stuffed within a chicken. Let the puns begin. I could give it my own stuffing. Happy Thanksgiving, I brought the gravy! Watch out for bones, especially the one that’s turfuckin’ this turducken. And bonus: I generally steer away from sodomizing animals, but come on, it’s a foursome.

Rush Limbaugh’s Mouth

Just so we could get him to shut the fuck up for at least 10 minutes… ok, probably more like 4. But still...

Back to School: The Reunion

I graduated from Inglemoor High School in 2002, so you know what that means: 10-year reunion. If I had the chance to go back to high school I would say “fuck no” and promptly drink myself into a stupor to flush away the memories of the frizzy hair, braces and hanging at home with Mom on prom night (totally not bitter). Yet, I’m going to my reunion. Now why is that? Glad you asked! There are 5 reasons.

Free Drinks

This needs no explanation, obviously. Is your reunion asking for some form of a cover or charging for drinks? Well, high school sucked then and it apparently still sucks. Steal a bottle from behind that craft table the dickhead bartender is working with and run like you just heard your one night stand is pregnant.

Who’s Fat?

Deny it all you want, but there’s a part of you that’s curious if those mean girls tanked out on gravy and shame. I may not be married, but that also means I haven’t popped out a couple kids, wrecked my lady business and found a permanent home with elastic waisted pants. Plus, there’s a sense of catharsis walking into a cheaply decorated gymnasium and gazing upon the volcanic ass of cottage cheese of girls who previously called you “fire crotch.” Thank you, but that term is reserved only for significant others and the homeless guy who jerks off at my bus stop.

The Train Wrecks

So you’ve got 4 kids from 5 different dads? How’s that work? Oh, there was a threesome and you were all so excited you just decided to all take credit. How quaint! Perhaps, it’s horrible, but we all kind of wonder who went off the deep end once the caps came off. Does that guy every girl drooled over still work at the car wash and watch tapes of himself playing football? Glorious. That girl who convinced your prom date you actually had another so he’d go with someone else (still not bitter) got addicted to meth and became a stripper? Fantastic! Sure, it sounds mean, but think of the fun drinking game! Every time you see the homecoming queen’s husband ignore her and stare at another girl’s tits, drink!

The Face Off

Was there a particular person who went out of their way to ensure you would have years of therapy, move far away and change your name to forget the nightmare that were your teen years? Ever wonder what it would be like to see them again and tell them what an asshole they are? Hello 10-year reunion! Reality is, you won’t have to balls to actually say anything to them and will, instead, get belligerently drunk, mumble “dick face” and projectile vomit on them. But hey, that’s pretty effective, too.

The Showboat

If your life is a million times better now than it was 10 years ago, you want to show it off. Does it sound shallow and self-serving? Sure, but isn’t that was high school reunions are all about? As for me, I didn’t get fat, I have an awesome job and now I’ve actually been on a real date (more than one, even!). So, while you continue folding shirts at the Gap at your local mall, I’m sure you get loads of tail when you use your discount card at the Pink Berry. “Sure baby, you can have extra sprinkles.” Wink!

Gattacca Baby Sees the Psychiatrist

I just received this email from the egg donation agency:

Dear Anna:

The potential parents have an option to have a psych evaluation done for their donor and they have opted to do this. It will not take long and will most likely take place on the same day of your initial physical exam.

xxxx xxxxxx
Premium Egg Donation, Inc.

Now, since I received this, I’ve been trying to figure out for what reason I would be asked to take this psychological evaluation. Is it to evaluate what level of bat shit insane their future child may acquire? Or perhaps they just want to know if all the crazy ass hormones they’re going to invade my already ridiculous mind with will make me feel like personally tearing out my ovaries to give them is a much more effective way to present them with my little baby machines.

What if I just decide to start crying and masturbating in the middle of my evaluation when they ask me how my relationship with my father is? What if I just started screeching at the doctor with raptor sounds? That’s how I say “No” when people ask me on a date and I’m sure it’d work just as appropriately with a psychiatrist. See, I feel like I’m being set up for failure, because these are the questions that flood my nonsensical mind because I can only think of the doctor’s face when I tell him I bathe in Chef Boyardee ravioli and want to have Tim Allen’s baby.

Baby Making: Gattacca Style

Almost a year ago, I discovered a company called Premium Egg Donations. I’d heard some people talking about the high compensation rates young women could get for selling their eggs and as a miserly Ginger Jew, I loves to gets me some high compensation rates. I knew men donated sperm for somewhere around $50, so I didn’t expect the number to jump too obscenely high for lady juice. After reading their donor compensation section, though, I realized their version of payment was $10,000. What the shit? I’d never realized that a monthly cycle wasn’t just an annoyance, but also fiscally irresponsible. Every month, I was flushing my future children and thousands of dollars into the septic abyss. What am I supposed to do to make up for such a loss? Demand it back because it’s the American way? That would be like a guy hosing a girl down with some steamy man milk and demanding a check for lost wages.

Well, I applied to this agency because while I won’t become a high-class hooker for $10,000, I’m definitely not above sucking out my unborn baby halves with an enormous needle for it. Applying to this place was like applying to college, a dating site and the military all at once. They wanted SAT scores, transcripts, medical records and a million blurbs about myself. You can tell them about your desire to win a Pulitzer and all your previous abortions all in one cozy questionnaire.

Now, people have asked me if I’m bothered by the idea of having a kid running around this earth who is technically mine. My answer is no. Yes, the kid will have half my DNA (and I apologize for that) but it’s not going in this womb, so what connection would I really have to this kid? For most of my adult life I considered ripping my uterus out and turning it into a hat, because it would probably have more use than the dusty, lonely bitch it is now.

The other day, I heard back from the woman who runs the company and it turns out a nice couple in Connecticut think I’d be a perfect donor for them. I, of course, quit smoking so as to not taint the litter with my love of Parliaments and at this point, I’d French kiss a Pioneer Square hobo just to suck some of the tar out of his throat. Some time this week I’ll be doing a phone interview with their doctor and will prepare to start my hormone injections to beef up those little eggies. Apparently, for the next month I have to inject these hormones into my ass and they’re going to teach me how. Finally the local heroin addicts and I will have something to talk about.

Who’s excited to make babies? This bitch. Let’s get to it.

Crazy Girl Translator

There are few things that piss me off like people who fish for compliments. And when I say “people,” I mean women, because unless you are a Lady Gaga loving, shirtless, boy-whore, this is a characteristic strictly perpetrated by those of the feminine persuasion. See, this is why my relationships with women never last: I want to throat punch them. I’m enough of a sleep-with-a-nightlight-daddy-issue-ridden-fuck-up of my own without having to listen to some high pitched whimpers about banal insecurities. Don’t ask me to pretend to care that you think the bagger at QFC gave you the stink-eye or that you think your boyfriend tipped waitress at lunch so well because he “must be fucking her.” I will literally projectile vomit in your mouth to make you stop talking. But I digress.

The point is we all need to know when someone is trying to use crafty language in order to rip a compliment. This way they can receive an appropriate verbal smack down and learn to bury all their insecurities deep down where nobody can find them like the rest of functional society does. So, I have again put together a small guide. Things girls say, what they really mean and how to respond.

1) Do these pants make me look fat?

Translation: “TELL ME I’M SKINNY!!!!!!!!!”

Note--> This one is generally reserved for girls who wear a size 0-4. If you can snuggle into Jim Belushi’s pants, generally you’re not so dumb as to ask that question. Now, remember, most of these nutters indulge in either anorexia or bulimia. Good job for trying to be proactive in your battle with the bulge, but don’t ask me to validate your lame-ass existence. These skinny bitches know they’re string beans, fuck that warped perception nonsense. You can sleep inside your underwear drawer? Boom. Skinny bitch.

Response: Now, while the obvious answer is to simply say, “No, your ass makes you look fat,” take it a step further. Why not call out something they may not have even been worrying about? “I think it’s great that you aren’t insecure about that forehead of yours. You kind of have this whole Corky from ‘Life Goes On’ thing going, but you really own it.” Backhanded compliments: always a winner.

2) I think I’m destined to be alone for the rest of my life.

Translation: “My boyfriend of two weeks just dumped me and I need you to tell me it isn’t my fault, I am more lovable than a puppy and that there are at least four Facebook groups dedicated solely to obsessing over how amazing I am.”

Note--> You are their friend, so obviously you find something amiable in them. Whether it’s their shining personality or their brand new Porsche Panamera, you have decided to associate with them.

Response: Call your local mental hospital and tell them your friend is suicidal and showing symptoms of severe psychosis. This kills two birds with one stone: when they get manhandled into that crisp, white straight jacket and whisked away to their two week vacation, not only do you prove you care for their well-being, you let them know their pity party should be kept to the confines of their Strawberry Shortcake diary.

3) Every time I meet a nice guy, he suddenly just wants to fuck then becomes distant and emotionally unavailable.

Translation: “I’m somebody’s personal jizz sock right now and I need validation that I’m not as much of a slut as I’m pretty sure I actually am.”

Note--> Now, there are many levels to what this ho of a friend of yours is doing. More often than not, she’s someone’s fuck buddy but has diluted herself into thinking it’s a real relationship.

Response: Give her the number to a local Escort service. If she wants to slut-out, she may as well go all out and get paid for her work and future abortions.